finally, everything has settled =)
weeee` freedom!!!!
i noe i will nv walk alone..
God, thanks a million =)
eelee, thanks a million too =p
accounting brings freedom, the word of God set us free.
i am glad that i did it =)
thankiew holy spirt for bugging me!
wahahahs.


had a great time with eelee jus now.
told her everything and phew~ so relieved =)
lurve ya shepherd =)


again, i was reminded how bless west a two is.
God is very faithful with this cg.
will nv forget those barren times..
hahas.
now, we are enjoying the fruits of persevering!
hehes.
within 6 months, west a two has grown frm 5 to 16 =)
a mini cg to a mini unit!!
amen!
reali eh, lets retain all of them and we can break into a unit soon!


God, i can nv thank u enough..
many many times, i reali cannot deny that u are favouring me..
ur love for me is jus so tangible.
i am very sure that ur love is not jus a fairy tale.
when i was young, i always tot that jesus dying on the cross is jus another easter legend and the birth of Jesus is jus another christmas fairy tale.
i did wonder b4 when i was young, y only Jesus bdae have holiday and not buddha's bdae?
wahahas.
however, i experienced ur love and i noe that all these is not a fairy tale, its the truth.
and the truth has set me free=)
felt so loved, so forgiven.


to tik abt it, wat i have done is so dumb mann..
hahahas.
repented le..
i noe, kicking myself dun work..
instead, i have to be more God-concious and accountable.
i am glad that everything has come to an end =)
and i am glad that i can laugh at my own stupidity and no longer dwell in it.


i dun deny that there is still puny bits of fear in my heart.
however, holy spirit is constanly reminding me that i shouldnt fear.
cos i have HIM =)
jus live my life pleasing to god, jus do wat is rite..
no point fearing, fear is due to i am too inward looking, too self-concious..
however, if i plug myself into the presence of God, fear wouldnt have 'space' in my heart.
so its all abt focusing on God, be more God-concious..
and i will not fear =)
hurray

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